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I wish I'm able to break your heart like how you broke mine . I'm never gona tell you the truth any more since you aren't telling me the truth either.

Happy birthday Brother:D!

IRRTATING SHIT .

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School.

Family day !

I dare not show my mom my report card because i did badly .As in i never expect myself to get such low grades . All the subject JUST PASS . I used ace for certain subject but now , just pass . Gona wait till the last few days of holidays then I show it to her .. Anyway , yesterday was a very bad day for me . Started my day quarrelling with him . His ex text me ... But on a happier side , I forgive him and he is gona cook for me this sat !(:
BBQ later on @ east coast park (: Hope that it will not rain later on !(: btw , i will not be in sing from 31may till 6/7 june!

Tml gona be a good day

Tml is the last day of exam ! H.A.P.P.Y ! hahah .
So this mid year could have been easy if i studied . Sigh . Anyway its POA tml !:) but i scared i make alot of careless mistakes. Anyway , i went to ryshire's house . I miss her so much ! we talk about alot of things esp about _ . HAHA . Okay i promise to update and load more pictures after exam ! Plus i kinda regretted going jap . Sigh :(

Exam stress

I did not put i effort .

cheesy day .

Its been long ever since I update this blog .
Anyway , Happy advance birthday Shirinér !
Met Ben plus chai in the morning rushed over to serence centre to get he cake . Cabbed over to Harbour Front and lunched at pizza-hut ! All of our went separate ways . Left Xinlin , Geraldine , Lynn and benjamin , went to study at Carl's Jr . Then dinner at pastamania  . Home around 8plus .
sick ,
good night people !<3

indeed .

Ohwell bernice , great job . Pround to say i made a "EXAM TIMETABLE" but will i follow it ? i doubt so . Anyway , i spent like 40mins doing it ? If i dont follow i'm going to slap myself . HAHA . no i'll ask chai to do it cause she have always wanted to slap me but i will never give her a chance to . Extra lessons everyday in an airconditional room ? GREAT . I'll have the mood to study and also the mood to sleep ! But mostly i'll ...study . Wish me good luck . Btw i failed two tests how pathetic . WAKE UP CALL .

The moment of truth ...

When will that day come ? Been wondering why am i even living in this world . When my life revolve around the same things and problems .Eg, Friendship problems and Parents' favouritism . My brother and sis quarrelled over at the dinner just now . Yes both my siblings were at fault but my mom only scold my sister . And even join in when my brother scold my sister . My sister cried .But my mom just continue to nag and compare my sister and i with my cousins . Whenever my sis or I do something wrong , both of us will get the scolding and punishment . Even when either(sis or i) one of us never do anything . My brother will never get involve , no matter what he did wrongly , my mom will forgive him and never blame him for anything . I know my mom loves my brother but I really wish that she will stop being so bias towards him ,I really dislike to see all these things happening infront of me because i'll just get jealous and show my attitude and my mom will get agitated again . While that guy is bias towards my sister when my sister don't even bother about him .Dont wish to elaborate any further .

On the other hand ...
I never like friendship problems . And one both side are having . I really dont know what to do . I've got lots to say but .. i just cant bring myself to settle all those friendships stuff . Sigh .
Give me luck to pass the exam .

Lying is a sin .

Today was fun (:
JiaJun made us laughed like mad . After school waited for teo then went for lunch ! haha talked alot about alot of things .

Lack of time .

Lazy to elaborate .
Note (Promises )

1.  I just dont understand all my subjects and i need to revise . But , i'm lazy plus i'm short of time .
2. Had a nice time chatting with Chai on the phone just now!
3. Every weekends would be studying day for me .
4. Get down to business and stop fooling around .
5. Be mature and stop acting like primary school kids
6. Take all my test seriously (dont be like today's english anyhow do )
7. Most importantly start revising by this weekend .
8. To reply my tags
   -Rach , welcome !(:
   -Andrea , Haha , thanks (:
   -Lynn , Yes lynna !(:
   -Chai , Yes si bi si ??
   -HeYao , i really forget , sorry .haha
   -Charlotte , HI! I'll link you soon !(:
   -Katey-kimeko.T♠ , Hi (: I'll link you soon !(:
   -Jesslyn , Shh ! haha
    -L.Ruiyi♥ , hi (:
   -YingYing , yess my dearr?(:

I only realised exams are in 2 weeks time aftering looking at calender . Here i am still using the computer while others are so hardworking revising . I doubt i can even top in class this year because i have been slacking and not paying attention in class . My Geography and Omath confirm drag my position down ..

You know i'm just so lazy to study ? i'm really not motivated to .. The only thing that really motivate me is shopping . I want to shop so badly for the past few days i've got many things that i want to get . But i'm afraid there wont be any left by the time exams end . I promised myself that i'm only allowed to shop only after exams and only if i'm happy with the results . Plus i'm saving money (: Cause i want get a bag from longcham so badly . I would be able to shop after exams ! Looking forward !

Band concert with Jesslyn Heyao Ying Ying and many more . Lazy to list them out . Anyway it was rather boring . I waited 30mins for them-.- i never like waiting for people in fact i hate it . Cityvibe for dinner . Saw Ryshire and Grace! hehe .
Nga and chai cheer up kay?(: love you :D
<I still remember there is once , i went to Georg's house and my parents called me and said that they're coming to fetch me and they told me they're arriving . So i waited for them outside . Never did i expect to wait for almost an hour for them . I stood outside mac like an idiot for almost an hour and it was raining heavily . Worst still i was carrying a bag of books which were dam heavy . They finally came and i got into the car , i cried . I was really very pissed off . I scolded everyone inside the car. Know how did my mom react ? She scolded me ... From then on i never want to wait for anybody . >

normal saturday

Ive been pretty lazy to update my blog maybe cause i'm too busy . haha .
Thursday
School .. bad on that day , whatever it is I'll forget what happened . Went HV for dinner to celebrate sis's birthday .
Friday
Assembly was rather boring . Ryshire and i accompanied Jesslyn Tan Mei Yu to cut hair . Headed to Vivo , igloo after that . Walked around . Left for dinner with my parents @ orchard around 6 going 7 ?
Saturday
Is like studying day to me -.- needa study .

SHORT CUT IS NEVER GOOD.

Know what ?
We waited for Jess to finish her test . In the end she walked or rather ran out of school herself because she was rushing for the Mac Value Lunch ! Nvm , Next she lead us to walk short cut and guess what happened?! Nga fell down ! HAHAHA she threw her book over at other end then she wanted to cross to take her book but in the end she fell into the drain filled with mud . HAHA . Her uniform was covered with the mud plus her shoes ! But jesslyn didnt even give a dam about it and continued to run for MVL . Wth ! HAHAA , Nga had a hard time climbling up .But one kind soul ,HE YAO , helped her and even waited for her to get up! So dam funny . Laughed like mad ! Then Sheny , Ying Ying and i needed to pee so urgently thanks to Jesslyn ! Jesslyn and i went mac to order first while sheny rushed to the toilet with nga and ying ying ! Fun laughing with them during the lunch . HAHA .
Love my day with the girls (:

Reasons .

I really want study but i just can't .

1. Group study isnt helping me at all because...
   -i'm always late and by the time i settle down and start to study , it would be left with 5-10 mins before we are release .
   -I would end up laughing non stop or talking .
2. I cannot study at home because i'll end up using the com .(90% would happen)
3. Going out to study dont work either because i wont have the "mood" .

Only going to library with chai i think it might work ..

Special someone

I want to receive text from the special someone every morning .

I want the special someone to be the last one texting me in the night .

I want to feel happy when i receive message from this special someone .

I want to be looking forward to special someone's reply .

But the person isnt you ...