Second day .

Hmm... so school was ... not so bad . I preferred 211 so much more than the present class . But i like my math class taught by Mr chng , surprised? HAHA . His class is fun , because Xin Lin and i will just start laughing at him ! Btw , i think his memory and body language are dam powerful , he remembered catching me and also taking my ezlink card , he is also able to tell what is the person's character like just by looking at his/ her body language . He said i have a bright face -.-
Bored right now .

First day of school was ...

kinda bad . Didn't laugh at all and got all the teachers i don't wish for . ESP MRS TAN . I THOUGHT SHE SAID "i wont want to teach you guys next year no matter what! " but see for yourself ! You took us ! I mean like you can't teach why waste ours and your time? You've got lots of money why suffer with us ? You only make people fail , you understand ? I took geog cause i thought you wasn't teaching us as you said , you won't want to teach us ! Dam it , so pissed off now . I feel like appealing for history now . But i can't ! Mr cheng(sp?) is my math teacher , yes another teacher i don't want . But after one lesson with him . I think he is not bad , definitely better than TAN !But i'm just afraid i can't meet up to Mr cheng's expectation and he will kick me out of O'level math .Btw I'm going to fail my geog for the next 3 years !!! = cannot top in class! Haven't the school check on her results? She made lots of failer than passer ! How can she be one teacher !Owell , why am i so mean to say that of her , but wait '.. It's the fact ! Sigh .
Thanks Georgina for the biscuit!
Yun Hui for the grape drink !
Shirin for the packet of tibits !
Owell , off to sleep or maybe study bit and prepare for tml !
Good bye ,

ANGRY OR TOUCHED?

I quarrelled with HIM again . He beat me . He is no different from a jerk . After this incident , I received a message from my brother . I cried after reading it . He never send such a message to me before .. I don't know how to reply nor react towards it .
"Dun be so naughty next time . I hope you change your attitude ok ?
No point throwing your temper anytime u like ... We are a family ... ok ?
There are bound to be good and bad times. I know you're growing up .
But grow for the better . "
For that bold i really don't know to be angry or touched at it , as in it was really his fault . I didn't do anythin and he just scold me for nothing , and in normal reaction for me , i would shout back at him . The person that i am very close with in this family is my brother . He really cares about me and i really love him alot . I even promised myself that if he needs help in future , i would definitely help him no matter what . I still cannot stop crying after reading . I have been very emotional these few days . I don't want to be like that . Hope chai can make me laugh alot tml .

2010 A WORST YEAR

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU . I'VE NEVER BEEN SO ANGRY AND CRIED SO MUCH OVER SOMEONE . AND YOU AS MY STUPID FATHER , SCOLDED ME WHEN I FU*KING NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG AND IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT FOR ALL THESE THING . SO WHAT IF YOU'RE ANGRY , YOU DON'T HAVE TO SCOLD ME RIGHT ? GET THE FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU SCOLD ME . I SWEAR I'M GOING TO MAKE UR LIFE WORST AND NEVER GOING TO FORGIVE TO , NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO ! I SWEAR I DAM DAM DAM HATE YOU . I HAVE BEEN VERY NICE , I TRIED TO FORGIVE AND FORGIVE BUT YOU !! NEVER LEARN UR LESSONS .I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE YOU . I HATE MY LIFE , THE FIRST DAY OF 2010 AND I CRIED TWICE .

HAPPY NEW YEAR !2010