Time to change .

A person that i really treasure but now ..

I didn't know things were so bad until someone told me to read your blog . I never intend to elaborate or exaggerate about our quarrel to anyone , or moreover push the blame on you . I only told our quarrel to certain people and when they asked why i said long story . Yes i have other friends but they cannot  replace you in my heart because they are different from you . You never know how much i missi going out with you to ikea/ anchor point (to you a white lie , but to me its not ) and if its not because my brother was going to taiwan on that monday i wouldnt have skipped the "group study" , and was made to promise to study back on tuesday thats why i cannot go out with you . It is definitely not because i'm going out with other friends , No . I did not even expect you to think that i such a person . Now i'm a bitch to you ... Missing thing isnt a white lie but i know you dont even care whether it is or not anymore .

School was funny . 2 group of people tried to scare me today but failed . I laughed like shit that i fell on the floor . First was Jia Jun & Benjamin Soon . We went canteen to get snacks later they took a lift up while Chai and i climbed up the stairs to second floor and took a lift up . We took quite sometime to go up cause we saw Mr chng . So we took a lift up and we walked out of the lift , guess what ?Ben and Jia Jun stand at one end each of the stairs case . Because they wanted to scare us ! But i bet they waited freaking long but in the end we took the lift upHAHAHAH .And i saw Jia Jun's expression dam freaking funny ! Second is someone did exectly the same thing but at a shopping mall and i fell on the floor in the middle of the shopping mall cause it was so funny ! Shi Ping is also another joker . He did alot of stupid actions that made me laugh like mad . Thanks for all this thing that really cheer me up(:
Goodbye <3

I hate everything now .

• I should stop being evil .
• Why do i cry so easily?
• Why must i change ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL HO !!!

School was kinda enjoyable for me today , at least i wasnt that bored compared to monday . But chai wasnt here today to laugh with me at Shi Ping& Jia Jun 's joke .Group study isnt that bad but bad on friday because i hate to go home late on friday when there is an early release :(

I need go do my english homework :( i started doing my homework from 8plus but still haven finish :( upper sec homework sucks , cause there is alot ..
Okay , good bye . Good night people <3

bon voyage

School was as usual , boring . I slept 4hours last night . Cause i was busy watching unexpected access 2 on mobtv . We had to stay back after school today but i skipped . -.- Like freaking waste time can , he just mark the attendance and off he go do his own stuff . Wth , we would be the last class in sec 3 to leave the school everyday .
Anyway , i'm going to send Fabian off to airport tonight :( I'm gona miss him alot . Not gona see him for a month ... Hope he'll have fun there (most unlikely to be ).haha , Take care ya (:
Gona do my math now ...

Sleepy day

I'm tired but just cannot fall asleep . I want to do my work but i'm just so lazy to do it . I want to revise but i dont have the mood nor the energy to . And you guys know what ? School is like freaking starting in 3days time ! While the 1week holidays just pass by like that ! how can that be !

Once school start , all of us gona be so busy like there's no tml . Study like there is a test next day when there isnt . Dread to do something everyday and that is homework . School dont even bring us memorise , but in fact nightmare .  Worst still is to know that you would only leave school from 4pm sharp unless you pass all your subjects in mid year . How fun can school get to ? How enjoyable is school ? I only enjoy school when the teacher is not here .

Stubborn family members .

Went out with my mummy to jurong point then Amk hub .
My mom do not know the purpose of having a washing machine i mean seriously . Btw , we just changed our washing machine to a bigger one yet she still don't want to use it . She only use washing machine to wash my brother's army clothes(weird right?) . And now she is complaining that i have been changing so many clothes because i have been going out this whole week . She somehow just like to wash the clothes with her hands . Idk why . Even my dad i mean like my whole family ask her to use the dam washing machine but she just refused to . Weird mom .

Next is my daddy , i have to admit my dad is spendthrift . Btw , do you know guys know that his Iphone got confiscated by a police woman ?Because he use his phone while driving ! HAHA , i laughed man .  My mom always ask him not to use the phone when driving when he just refuse to . And now look what happened , i kinda thank that police woman cause i think my dad has to learn his lesson . I want change phone cause i hate my current one i think its dam lousy -.- I want get iphone 4G but my sis said that she is getting it so i cant , cause i dont wanna have the same phone as her and her freaking current phone is also Iphone . All my siblings' phone are good(both Iphone) , except for mine(some stupid phone) . See the different ? Me lousy & them good = not fair = bias .

In conclusion i think both my parents are stubborn plus bias ! Mom love my bro . Dad love my sis . Me ? no one okay maybe seantian  . tehehe .

A promise made to myself . ( cause i have been going out the whole week and come only when the night falls . )

I MUST not go out on friday and STUDY plus complete all my homeworks on friday .

Helpless

Went out with wanyee today ! hehe , had a nice time talking to her . Wasted 1h of our time right wanyee ? Went queensway for dinner . homed @ 9.15 . Hate to reach home that early .
Okay , night people !

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Day @ home

Sunday is always so boring :(
But something really made me happy is that my mom promised to let me go out , on mon , tues and thurs till 10 plus  ! hehe , might be meeting Russell during the holidays .
Xin yuan web cam  me today (: The girl who called ryshire ... shall not say it here. HAHA 

Goodbye / love (:

Fabulous day

13March2010.

Happy Birthday Chai !

hope you enjoyed your day .
I'm really touched&happy you actually send me a message which is 4~6 pages long!
That message really made my day .
And that message kinda make our closer (:
Thanks alot !

Bugis > Commonwealth> Ghim Moh >Somerset 313 > orchard central > Somerset 313 >orchard central > Ion > Holland > home @ 11 plus . 

Meet up with Lynn in the train then waited for xx for 20minutes at Queenstown mrt station . Trained down to bugis . Brought Xin Lin's present . Trained down to Commonwealth and bought the cake off to her house . Her reaction was the usual one , laugh . Went to her house awhile , then we bused down to Somerset . Saw Brittany , yueh ting , Jovial , Haziqah , Nurul(sp?) they're going to shinee's concert . Went hot tomato for lunch , but .. they don't serve wedges anymore . So xx and i decided to go super dog for dinner while Lynn and Chai ate there . Talked to xx about alot of things (:  Someone fainted :s . Dam scary . Off to orchard central , took those super long escalator up to sky garden . Then took the life down . HAHAH , fun ttm (cause of something that happened ) . Walked Lynn to Somerset's train station , left Chai , xx and i so we went back to orchard central to slack , its really a nice place to slack . We kinda heart to heart talk session and took pictures(: but I'm not allowed to post those pictures that include xx .   Bused down to ion after that , walked around till 10 . They went home while i went to Holland (:

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Its been months ever since school started and i have yet enjoy it . Sigh , Why does sec 3 life suck so much . I really wish i could quit school . I hate O level maths at times .  I'm seriously dam sick and tired about Chng saying , dropping people out of O maths.Its so dis-encouraging .  Like seriously , almost all lesson he would metion about dropping people . That really spoils my day . Okay , back to my mundane school life , I slept during english & chem lesson . Sigh .
Okay , bye . I hate school and i really do .

Shop like no body business

Bugis>some hill for dinner>Town

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Hmm..

School was ...normal . SS test was ... okay la . I'm not confident of scoring but i think able to pass. I will take pictures and post after common test like march holidays . I seriously cant wait for March holidays , Chai's birthday , outing with georg and ...(: plus shopping cannot wait manz ! hahah . Maths test tml , if i dont score well , i'll be out of O'level math . sigh .
Good the night , need study for maths .