Troubled .

Whats wrong with you guys ? Call me and i didn't pick up . And when I text you , you said its okay already .

"i wanted to tell you . But circumstances don't allow me to . so yea "

problematic life

I freaking hate and love sales at the same time . Sales = limited product = smaller chance of getting the thing i want . On the other hand ,you can get it at a lower price but it would be so embarrassing to get caught by your friends at sales . Okay , back to my story ,  I was so mad at m)phosis shop . Why ? CAUSE THERE WAS SALES GOING ON .AGRRH and I didn't know . If I knew ,I wouldn't have gone there . Because I saw a pair of slipper which i like it very much but it was last pair , therefore , many people have already tried on ,obviously i wont want it. Plus ,They are kinda clearing the stocks which means there wont be any more of that design of slipper . Dam it .

Okay , night night people !
Stop your crocodile tears seriously . Like what georg said , why waste your time hating someone ? Why not just use that time and spend it on something meaningful ?Ya, so bitch , get lost !

This particular important person .

Late for school = detention till 2 .10plus. School sucked . I blamed the wrong person . My life is screwed up . I hate school . i hate school . I hate school. I hate school . Common tests next week , I'm definitely not prepared for it . Math ? ha , be prepared to flunk it . SS ? I don't even understand a thing . 2010 is not even good .


Yes , its you that I am talking about. You'll never know how much i miss this person . We haven't talk for a week.We have never been like this before .I've got of problems and things to share with you , I always wanted to ask you out but I changed my mind after awhile . When i finally have the courage to , you're out with your friends . When will our friendship be back to what it was like in Sec 2 ? We once promised one another we would make it to a point that we'll go out every once a week the letter you remember ? but ... now we are both busy with our own things . Sigh ,I really miss you alot .Our friendship is really weird . If we dont talk for very long ....

everyone is drifting .

i hate school , very much .
i dislike the fact that i'm in this school.
I dislike the fact that i once liked you which caused all these things to happen.
i hate everything right now .
common test equal i die .

SUA KU LATE FOR SCHOOL

I was almost late for school today , HAHA  . 2 teachers scolded me today . Chng scolded me twice . He told me not to be so playful when i was just trying to pluck out something from chai's hair ! Plus i already finished everything he gave me . Mrs kuma ask me whats my problem .Haha . When i don't even know what i did wrong . Lastly , should i take A maths? I said that i did not want to take but chng gave me one more day to decide .

I was so dam freaking pissed off with one of the teacher today , she don't even give a dam when her pupil get bullied . I kept cursing her but she is so nice to me -.- maybe not .

Okay , i need go study for tml's POA plus idiotic geo test , plus do work ( i did not hand in my chinese die tml )

love (((((((((((((:

That yesterday

Yesterday ,
went jesslyn's house before heading to my relative's house . I wanted to laugh when i saw jess , but i hold back my laughter . HAHA . Ryshire and her friends came . Was feeling kinda awkward .  But after eating and playing cheat , i don't feel so awkward already . Cheat was so fun , hahah, i won all their money.  then next was , blackjack(21). Lastly in-between , fun !! but ...which also made me lose what i won earlier on . Ryshire and Nicholas were the in between money sucker ! Bet the won most lor ! Cause jesslyn kept on losing ! HAHAHAHAAHAHAH. Around 5 plus , i had to leave , regretted going off so early ! Thanks to jesslyn for telling me what happened after i left  !
I thought my aunt would be the coming to fetch me , but it was my blur cousins , yes , 4 of them , supposed to be 5 but sze ping went for the chin gay thingy which would be telecast tonight . So , their journey to here was fun . They don't know how to come here . But they anyhow guess and reached . They go back by the same route . Reached there . Played blackjack using chips .Ate the buffet , soon my brother came and we played blackjack , again . I won like 12bucks in the end . My brother drove us to East coast's mac and ate there , it was 12plus in the night already . Take away for sze ping & yong jin . Soon , both our parents finished their mahjong session . Home .

3days of fun .

Overall : kinda Fun (: (definitely not the games but the times that we spent and bond with one another )
Day 1
School~Harbour Front~Ferry terminal~batam~Orphanage~Jungle~Campsite
The kids in the orphanage are really very poor thing . The moment i saw the environment they are living in , i felt very fortunate . 13 girls had to share one room which is about the size of our classroom !They have to queue for toilet and wash their clothes themselves !
Jungle= dam scary ! Monkeys were all locked up in the cage and we saw one big snake . Ate our lunch using our fingers , and the toilet there = human will puke , one girl did , she did not even step in and she puked alr , can you imagine how dirty it was . Jungle tracking was fun ! We had to go through 4 obstacles . Almost the same way to cross over , but the last one was scary , i was so glad that i only saw the fish after i finished crossing . If not , i swear i wont have the guts to complete that obstacles , you know how big were the fishes? length of an adult arm , maybe longer . And most importantly , one of the fish was 20~50 times bigger than the usual one . i swear but sadly i dont have Mr leong's camera with me =no pic of the ultra big fish ...
Camp site was super windy . A monkey was living there .
I'll continue day 2& 3 plus pictures tml .
Day 2
Camp>Water Elements>Buffet>Campfire>sleep
Day 2 is all about water elments which were all not fun . But the fun part was the night time ! haha to lazy to elaborate it . But the boys toilet was .. covered with Jia Jun's pee ! He disgusting shit !haha.Dinner , we were given coke ! The n campfire , boring ttm ! Ms tan got locked outside the chalet ! ( long story )because Mr leong and few other teachers were sleeping so soundly that they couldnt hear Ms tan BANGING the door not knocking btw.
Day3
Breakfast~games with Mr leong~Group photo~Singapore~School~home~out!
So, the last day was short . But fun ! Everyone were slept during the bus journey but only Sharil and Shi Ping still awake , i think cause they drank too much coke . Bus back to school was fun to the max ! Chai and i laughed like mad !
Pictures here >>>
http://www.facebook.com/home.php#!/album.php?aid=156509&id=670756020&ref=mf
some of it i will upload here but i'll have to wait for shirin to upload cause the picture with her(:

Batam !

I'll be away from tml till thursday spending my time in batam . HAHA , i dont know to be happy or not cause i got _ happy cause chai MIGHT be sleeping with me for 2 days ! love it man ! Chai , we gona enjoy right with my dearest lingling? Oh shit to the max ! I haven print LingLing's picture yet ! :( My bag is so dam heavy plus i have to carry at sleeping bag , water bottle and shoe bag ! damm , poor me . Cab- provided my mom pay for it if not bus , cause neither my dad nor brother is free ...
goodnight love .

Dear Best Friend,

Sometimes i just feel so disappointed with you . I am not sure if you will betray me when you're with them .

Friday
Cross country , i wanted to walk but end up running . I was one of the top 50 , first time in my 3 years . Went out with Ryshire to clementi for subway then mrt-ed outram and changed to purple line to serangoon . Walked to my cousin's school and waited outside for her . And we bused to bugis , shopped for her clothes , brought 1 dress and top for myself . My cousin drag me into the wrong train . We were supposed to take the train heading towards jurong but she said it was Marina, in the end we had to take back .HAHA , SO FUN(: MRTed to bradell and waited for her mom to fetch us to toa payoh . HAHA , we were so lazy to walk home . My parents came to fetch me after my dinner at my cousin's house .
Saturday
Farrer Road to order Fishballs for chinese new year , thats when i realised , Chinese New Year Eve is on Sat ! i along thought it was SUN! Went dian xiao er at vivo for lunch with my brother , his gf and my sis and guess who i saw? MS TAN ! So dam shocked to see her . Went chinatown>Amk hub > home > anchor point .
Sunday also gona be a busy day .. Need go chinatown again , I hate chinatown alot , you know why ? Firstly , its so crowded but its okay because orchard is similar to it .Secondly , there is so many kia su people pushing here and there -.-
Next week worst , much busier . Monday , school and then home to pack my bag for batam camp .Tuesday- Thursday in batam . Friday school > then might be spring cleaning and also mom might need my help to cook the chilli for my aunt . Saturaday morning , go collect DUCK then fishball and off to my cousin's house and home again to help my mom to cook . Sunday , CHINESE NEW YEAR , gosh , need wake up so dam early . SEE , for the next whole week i would be waking up so dam early and sleeping so late everynight !
Pictures tomorrow provided if i have time .

Thursday must complete all my work , cause i will be going for both the weekends to prepare for chinese new year.

Cross country - Friday
Camp - next week , tuesday to wednesday .
New year !

happy girl

School was.. hmm .. kinda boring .
So i shall summarise my day , English test , Pe ran all the way to the mosque there . Reading got punished cause i was laughing ?SS was ... no comments . Mother tongue i got pissed off with Country , dam she really change .. Math was worst , Chng (shirin . laugh at him hhah . ka) scolded us . '
okay , night(:love peepoooo!