Freak it

Know what ? My 5 marks is gone for my maths test! dam it , Chng might kick me out . I was dam careless to make that dam mistake leh ! 1st was i was supposed to divide by 4 go divide by 2 . 2nd is i revise that method alot of times then in the test , i don't know how to do ! i mean forget ! idiot . Physic lesson was fun fun fun with crazy Mr Leong . English was funny , we kept on laughing non stop. Mother tongue this old woman from mental hospital (inside joke ) came to teach us cause "country"never come . Sick . Math , sigh ! POA , i dont understand a single sh*t and ms tan kept on asking me to shut up .
Okay , good bye !Love ~~

Authentic

School have been fun (so far ) . But schoolwork + testes are really stressing me . I might drop O's level math . pretty sad but i cannot do anything , unless i am confident in scoring for the next test which is so impossible ! I did quite badly in the previous test . 12/20 . All thanks to the careless mistakes . I am really very careless in math , i don't know why . Sigh .. Believe it or not , i slept during english test = fail , i was really dam tired so ya . And chemistry , i didnt even like study for it . WHY AM I SO SLACK THESE DAYS . STOP IT BERNICE TIAN !
Okay , gtg study geography + menmorise SS . See , time is never enough for me !!

Awesome day !

Sunday ,
Celebrated my advance birthday with my cousins ! thanks for the lunch !:)
Monday ,
School was ultra fun ! hahahh ! Didnt go down for recess stayed in class ! fun ~ and the most funny thing is that yong quan locked us inside the classroom . funny , hahha ! Next was .. reading ! Lynn and Geraldine "forgotten "about my birthday , i was pretty sad at first but didnt know it turned out to be part of their plan ! Chinese i keep on eating honey stars! Oya , i eat alot today ! 2 breadtalk cakes ! hahahah ! yum yum !! Math , Chng scolded us , like forever .He released us late . After school was fun ! I kept on rushing ! hahah . Fun me love it ! Rush to level 4 locker then off to send shirin , cause she is injured during pe hope she is fun right now ! TAKE CARE SHIRIN!:D Took a bus with hazel to queenstown mrt to meet ryshire , then off to tiong . WTH THIS IS THE MOST SURPRISING PART I SWEAR ! I LAUGHED LIKE MAD ! We want up to golden village and suddenly , Chai , Geraldine , Lynn and Ben came out of the lift!!! Hazel , your acting skills is "very good"hahahah ! It was so fake la , i could see through it ! We watched ' THE SPY NEXT DOOR ' its dam funny ! After movie , we sat outside and Lynn + Geraldine went missing ! Followed by Chai ! They called and we went down , hazel covered my eyes ! So Scary can ! i screamed like some crazy woman ! Out of nowhere a cute little strawberry cake appreared infront of me !SO TOUCHED!!! i LOVE LOVE SURPRISES ! THANK YOU GIRLS + BEN SO MUCH FOR PREPARING FOR THIS ! I REALLY LOVE IT ALOT ! You girls really mean to me alot !:)
Ryshire , i really swear that i love that book plus sweets (provided the sweets mean you little love for me )alot ! I laughed when i saw his ugly face there ! haahah !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

thanks to Chai , Lynn ,Geraldine ,Teo & Benjamin !
For those surprises , presents , this cake and me screaming like mad in the middle of nowhere of tiong !
The day didnt really start off so well ! But after school was fun ttm ! LOVE YOU GIRLS +BEN for it !
Thanks for those who wished me , be it MSN , SMS or facebook ! And sorry if i thank you abit later cause idk whats wrong with my stupid phone . i only recieve it in school ! When you guys send it so early . SO SORRY!

From ANN QI :)Thanks alot !:D very nice :)
HAHHAAH , I took this photo from breadtalk website , i was busy eating during recess and forgot to take picture of it !

From benjamin !Thanks alot man ! Didnt expect a present+ movie ticket from you !

From Chai & Teo ! Thank you so much for this arh ! HAHAHAH , I laughed the moment i saw this present ! Didnt expect you guys to get this kind of present ! HAHA . i like it alot !:)

From Lynn & Geraldine ! Thanks alot for this present , i wanted to get it long ago !:) and also thanks you girls for "forgetting" my birthday arh ! i really believed you know !

From Ryshire ! Thanks alot for the present . I really love the little book you made for me that made you sick and not being able to come to school . so sorry + thank you . haha .btw , i saw L's pic inside . HAHAH SHOCKED , PLUS I LAUGHED AT IT ! HAHAHAH

From YanYe . HAHAH . Thanks for your sweets and stuff ! unexpected it !ahah .

From Jesslyn ! Thanks for this pretty card! very nice ! and i laughed while reading it . Plus thanks for the PC ya ! hahaah !unexpected too !

Sigh

I was really pissed off when i know that dad(he) is getting the new car .I really dislike the fact that he is sucha show-off . He confirm will boast about his new car (to me an idiot car ) at tml's lunch , which i can expect it and don't want it to happen ... but i doubt so it will not happen . Why cant he just change this stupid idiotic house before getting that pathetic car that give more "face" infront of his friends ? Is those attention really that important ? I just really don't get it . Like wth , i hope someday he''ll get embarrasse . Oh man i'm so mean !

Why is it when i get used to the enviroment but ...

somehow later , i would hate it ? Tests are all coming at one go next week . Need work double hard this weekend , esp maths ,if not i would be kick out . I hate to get the equation reducible is so hard ! :( I must really score well for this test to prove it to BO . Sigh , my mom is taking such a long time to reach here -.- waiting so impatiently .

Conflict

School was terrible today . Everything went smoothly before the last period that spoiled the fun . Sigh , I'm in a dilemma .

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY !

Pls grow up and stop suanning me :) Bet you love my present !

School was pretty good . Took our height and weight during PE lesson i grow by 1cm ONLY !dam it . Math(!) was the best . Ya, Mr Chng's math lesson is fun ! He is so dam retarded in class can ? He took some of our e-zlink's card because our works were not up to his expectation and had to stay back fter school to complete h correction .Geog's test was dam easy but idk how to do it cause i never study . so wasted! So went to meet Mr Chng after school . He made me redo and redo , cause i was rushing and i anyhow do . HAHA . Left for ikea for lunch with ryshire to so called - celebrate her birthday with her . Really had fun talking to her !:D
Okay , off to do my stupid dam chinese work !

I need to go out by TODAY . I need to get alot of things .
Presents ,(i don't know what to get . Something special what should it be ?idk :( )
Clothes(i want it like so long ago , but i just can't find one that suits me )
and .. i cannot remember , oya sweets . I owe many people sweets .
Time is really not enough for me . Look now is 11 plus going 12 and i should be doing my work but what am i doing ? blogging ! Plus i need to go out:(
I don't know why i cannot take your jokes anymore . I don't know when you are serious or joking .

Miss those days..

1) HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE :D!
2) I'm annoyed by the fact that i always have to give in to my OLDER sister .
3) I have got lots of things that i need to tell Chai .
4) i hope Chai is still awake , so that she can reply my message when i text her later on .
5) i need to text hazelT too!
6) I need to finish all my homework by tml afternoon .
7) Get presents by tml night !
8) Go dry my hair right ASAP!
9) bye (:

Schools now fun !

Yes , the title says it all . My day in schoool was funn !HAHA Melissa is so funny .Chai and i kept on laughing at her !:) lol . While leon ask me why didnt i make noise like last year , he thought i was scared or something ? Oh well , i'm not ! Just not used to it but now getting more and more used to it ! Don't ask me to shut up when i gets noisy ! Monday , pls faster come :( Mr leong is nice and funny . Btw , i embarrassed myself today -.- Damm . Never gona do it again . I'm bored:( very in fact .
Anyway , anyone got express math textbook ? I'm very lazy to bring home when theres hw . So , i wanna to have two so i dont need to bring so many books to school !
Since , i got nothing to blog about i shall stop here . Should i go sentosa tml ? yes / no , no/ yes ?

Second day .

Hmm... so school was ... not so bad . I preferred 211 so much more than the present class . But i like my math class taught by Mr chng , surprised? HAHA . His class is fun , because Xin Lin and i will just start laughing at him ! Btw , i think his memory and body language are dam powerful , he remembered catching me and also taking my ezlink card , he is also able to tell what is the person's character like just by looking at his/ her body language . He said i have a bright face -.-
Bored right now .

First day of school was ...

kinda bad . Didn't laugh at all and got all the teachers i don't wish for . ESP MRS TAN . I THOUGHT SHE SAID "i wont want to teach you guys next year no matter what! " but see for yourself ! You took us ! I mean like you can't teach why waste ours and your time? You've got lots of money why suffer with us ? You only make people fail , you understand ? I took geog cause i thought you wasn't teaching us as you said , you won't want to teach us ! Dam it , so pissed off now . I feel like appealing for history now . But i can't ! Mr cheng(sp?) is my math teacher , yes another teacher i don't want . But after one lesson with him . I think he is not bad , definitely better than TAN !But i'm just afraid i can't meet up to Mr cheng's expectation and he will kick me out of O'level math .Btw I'm going to fail my geog for the next 3 years !!! = cannot top in class! Haven't the school check on her results? She made lots of failer than passer ! How can she be one teacher !Owell , why am i so mean to say that of her , but wait '.. It's the fact ! Sigh .
Thanks Georgina for the biscuit!
Yun Hui for the grape drink !
Shirin for the packet of tibits !
Owell , off to sleep or maybe study bit and prepare for tml !
Good bye ,

ANGRY OR TOUCHED?

I quarrelled with HIM again . He beat me . He is no different from a jerk . After this incident , I received a message from my brother . I cried after reading it . He never send such a message to me before .. I don't know how to reply nor react towards it .
"Dun be so naughty next time . I hope you change your attitude ok ?
No point throwing your temper anytime u like ... We are a family ... ok ?
There are bound to be good and bad times. I know you're growing up .
But grow for the better . "
For that bold i really don't know to be angry or touched at it , as in it was really his fault . I didn't do anythin and he just scold me for nothing , and in normal reaction for me , i would shout back at him . The person that i am very close with in this family is my brother . He really cares about me and i really love him alot . I even promised myself that if he needs help in future , i would definitely help him no matter what . I still cannot stop crying after reading . I have been very emotional these few days . I don't want to be like that . Hope chai can make me laugh alot tml .

2010 A WORST YEAR

I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU . I'VE NEVER BEEN SO ANGRY AND CRIED SO MUCH OVER SOMEONE . AND YOU AS MY STUPID FATHER , SCOLDED ME WHEN I FU*KING NEVER DO ANYTHING WRONG AND IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT FOR ALL THESE THING . SO WHAT IF YOU'RE ANGRY , YOU DON'T HAVE TO SCOLD ME RIGHT ? GET THE FACTS RIGHT BEFORE YOU SCOLD ME . I SWEAR I'M GOING TO MAKE UR LIFE WORST AND NEVER GOING TO FORGIVE TO , NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO ! I SWEAR I DAM DAM DAM HATE YOU . I HAVE BEEN VERY NICE , I TRIED TO FORGIVE AND FORGIVE BUT YOU !! NEVER LEARN UR LESSONS .I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE YOU . I HATE MY LIFE , THE FIRST DAY OF 2010 AND I CRIED TWICE .

HAPPY NEW YEAR !2010